My head is pounding… possibly the worst headache and feeling of exhaustion I’ve had in awhile…
Today could have been a lot better of a day. My tiredness, tolerance level, and lack of concentration has reached it’s peak. I’ll keep my complaints at a minimum however. I (at least) tried to take advantage of this day that was granted to me and did so to the best of my ability. All I can do is be optimistic for better tomorrows…
As this Carnegie Hall rehearsal approaches, we’re rehearsing more and more (no matter the weather/conditions). I had to get out of my comfy bed and hustle through snow to the city. My back hurts. My body and voice are sore. I want my bed.
Just walked through the door a few minutes ago. It has to be below 20 degrees outside. Throughout most of the day for some reason I felt nostalgic AF about sh-t I’d rather forget about. I’m tired of feeling this way. I’m tired of everything. I feel pathetic. But whatever, life can be a sack of nuts sometimes. Guess I’m just going to conclude my night watching ‘Midnight In Paris’ then get some rest. Alone. Lonely. Nothing new.
I think I’m going to call it a night, heat up some food, and cuddle up next to a Ryan Gosling move or something. I’ve been up since 6am. A girl needs her sleep.
I had to be at school 9am this Saturday morning for a High School Fair that I’m apart of. But I was too tired to get up. Maybe because I was blogging all night. I’ll just go tomorrow same time… more energized/motivated this time.
