I came to a realization when I got home today. A realization that I don’t want to accept, but have no choice but to. A realization that has always been there, but I’ve been avoiding because it simply made things easier. When I tend to over-examine things, that’s when I realize how difficult and messed up things really are. If only things in our imagination came true in reality. If only things were as easy as we wanted them to be.

But, maybe.. maybe things weren’t suppose to be easy. Maybe things weren’t suppose to go too far… or as far as it is now. Maybe your sole purpose in my life was to come in, help us to both learn things about each other and then slowly, gradually, over-time… fade.

It sucks thinking that way… so I wont. Repression time.

You’re pride is what deprives you… I cannot stress this enough. Your excessive pride will deprive you of opportunities, friendships, love. You have to come to a point where you’re able to admit when you’re wrong and at fault. Swallow it. Be the bigger person. Pride. Too much of it will destroy you. Just a reminder.

drtyblonde:

People change. We want different things. We grow up. Our views and opinions change, and frankly you can’t do anything about it. Except roll with it.

I guess.

If I write you and you don’t respond, (please) do not expect me to write you again. If I do, consider yourself extremely special. Maybe I’m just stubborn, but I dislike writing someone more than once…

tattert0t:

Recently, I haven’t been talking to much people now like I used to. There just isn’t anything interesting to talk about anymore. Like sure, I would talk to some people and ask how their day was etc, etc. But after awhile conversations just goes dead and it doesn’t seem like a normal conversation as usual. Maybe I’m just used to being independent now and thinking everything through inside my mind instead. There just isn’t much to talk about anymore..